The Sun’s Virginity
“Bold, Dominant, suppressing anything else in the sky.”
“Bright, Providing for Everyone, On Top of the World”
“THE SUN IS A STAR”
POV: The Sun
“I’m Happy, feeling Superior, King of the World; if not for me — the World will sink in Darkness.”
“Proud, Brave, Powerful, Embracing the Chest, Bright, Above everyone & everything.”
As I go home.. wait! Do I ever go home? Or, Do I ever have a Home? Because I feel, 24 hours a day, I’m at a place where someone expects me to “PROVIDE” for them. All I feel is taking shifts between the Southwest & Northeast Hemisphere may be one of which you call a Home.
At times, when I get tired, I hide behind the clouds. Sometimes people are relieved that I’m hiding & sometimes, they yell.
Sometimes they look upto me, sometimes I only hear, “The Fucking Sun!! To Hell with it”.
Sometimes I’m worshipped, to an extent I never even expect it to be, and start feeling uncomfortable and sometimes cursed. But many times, I hear people speaking amongst themselves,
“Be Like the Sun. Come up & Kill people with your Heat (Kindness). Shine so bright that the rest of the world is afraid to look you straight in the eye.”
I just laughed hearing this! Cuz, does anyone know how I feel?
Do you know how I feel?
I WANNA SCREAM!!!!
CRY LOUDER THAN THE WORLD’S WORST THUNDER BAWL; RUN AWAY FROM ALL OF THESE.
FYI, I do try running away. Every 12 hours, hoping to find Solace. But no matter where I go, it’s the Same disappointments, same story of BEING THE SUN & you know what? I’m tired!
I tried of standing Tall & bright, tired of everything & Everyone around me.
In my lucky days, I get the company of Clouds. And every time I have them, I hide behind them. Choosing Solace, Choose a minute of peace and solitude. And sometimes, I cry out aloud. Throwing tantrums, worse than the Thunder & Lightening.
How long will I be able to hold?
Honestly, I don’t know!
I was relieved when the Chinese created an artificial Sun; it was like, finally, Can I rest…? Move away from yáll…? Lead my Own Life…?
Turns out I couldn’t!
“People look at me and say to themselves- I should be like the Sun. Dominant and Powerful — But in a way, no one can even touch Me! That’s how high my Morality and chaste should be!”
To all of you, I just have one Question. Despite all my characteristics, you USE me every day. From Solar to Light, Heat to Warmth, Astrology to Astronomy.
So even after so many forms of Usage, Am I still a Virgin?
Dedicated to every Man who is a Father, Son, Brother, Husband, Boyfriend, or just a Man.
Life needn’t be fancy; having a Tough Life for greater glory is okay. You needn’t be tough all the time. Its okay to not be Okay.
Question: Do the Men in your Life feel like the Sun? If yes, Ladies — You have Failed!
